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July 06 TO THE HEAVENS I LOOKI remember I will always and forever The day you left
In the stillness of the night The clock strikes midnight I was in deep slumber
It is the day of my birth Blessed day of Shabbath The day you left
Four years almost The ache still resurfaces It was a sad but blessed day
We will be always joined In memories shared and cherished Love bound by souls connected
I know you can hear me So I look to the heavens An opening in the twinkling stars
To acknowledge A soul so missed The day you leFt June 25 I await In Joyful AnticipationI look into your eyes
Shades of Blue
Signs of Melancholy
So True
My Soul reaches from within
To understand
To release a knowing
A return to what is innocent and trusting
I recognize a beauty
Of spirit so gentle
Tested and yet resilient
Fighting for its purpose
I await in silence
to see the moon glowing
to see the sun shining
to see the stars twinkling
The heart speaks
In the quiteness of the beating
It whispers your name
Memories of your smile forever imprinted
I recognize you
We share the same pain
No words needed
Yet I understand
Yet I trust
To reveal
To unravel
To shed the mask
I accept you
The now of you
No judgement
No attachment
June 23 As The Child Within WondersSo the question is Asked
To seek Validation
To quiet the restlessness within
To appease a soul that wonders
One hears the answers
As a child will hear
Doubt creeps in
The mind overpowers the heart
Can you not see beyond
The honesty revealed
Uncertainty knocks
Like a thunderous roar
Stop questioning
Accept what is revealed
The now and the moment
The voice of truth
June 19 I love You EnoughI LOVE YOU ENOUGH
As I hear your sadness
your voice echoes
thru my being
I feel you
I love you enough
To wish you joy
Freedom to follow
Where your heart will take you
I say a prayer
May you move mountains
To find love so true
To listen to that voice
I release you
To find what fascinates you
Like the bee to find its flower
Like the gold at the end of the rainbow
I love you enough
To wish what is in your heart
To quench the thirst of your soul
To answer what you already know
I love you enough
To pray for courage
To stand what is your truth
To follow the impossible
To vanquish the unbeatbale
I love you enough
To whisper to the wind
To embrace the gust that is unseen
To hide in the forever shadow
To dream yes dream
That tomorrow shall bring
Hope of a true love
Found and cherished forever it may seem
namaste,
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June 18 FascinationThat intense feeling
Cuts like a knife
the moth flies near the light
Attraction that captivates
I am in awe of you
Yet in fear of loosing myself
The safety of my circle
The nakedness of the soul
What am I to you?
Is there a reflection
a similar liking
Or the reality of someone else
The other side is greener
Another soul captivates
I am hunted by the past
And I am forever trapped
Will you set me free
So I can be present
To share who I am
To let you in
See me inspite of the mask
I shed and yet there are more layers
The silence is deafening
Words said and yet I hear the echoes of words unsaid
I am lost
And I can not find you
The voice is weak
I can not hear the lamentations
Will I hold your hand
Will you let me hold your hand
Will we travel the same path
and yet take on our own journey
February 11 To The One Who Towers To The One who Towers
I look up to you
As you tower Over Me
I see the strength
Of Muscles trained
I see the sad eyes
Brooding In Comtemplation
I see the lips
That opens up into a Playful smile
I hear the voice
That echoes the truth
That reassures
That reinforces
That nurtures
I feel the hands
That toils
That creates
That is battle scarred
That comforts
I reach out and yet
Mystified of the one
The heart that beats
That echoes
You are a gem
This I know
A sweet soul
Who passes my way
A likeness recognized
I know not much about you
But I know enough
To know
I am grateful for
Paths crossed
namaste,
ging
October 09 MISSING YOUMISSING YOU
MEMORIES HAUNT ME
A TUNE PLAYS AND I AM REMINDED
A SCENT INVADES AND I AM REMINDED
I LOOK AROUND AND I AM REMINDED
WHEN DOES IT STOP FROM HURTING
THE PAIN SEEMS TO JUST RESURFACE
WILL IT EVER GO AWAY
WILL THE HEART EVER MEND
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July 25 pOEMS POEMS poemsCold HEART
It is numbingly cold
To enter such a space
How did you get there?
I saw a glimpse
Thinking why not be there
Safe it seems
And yet?
It is fearfully sad
To put up such a facade
To hide in the darkness
In the isolation
Of a cold cold heart
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Strong Will
Emotions run riot
Will run amok
When will you listen
Messages clearly given
Take heed
Believe
Stop doubting
You are carried
Have faith
Let go
You are carried
Ging05
SHOUT
With hands clenched in fist
I declare my protest
To a world so complex
Why can't it be simple
You seek and yet you refuse to find
The insanity continues
When will it end
The quest and endless search
And yet we know not what we want
The search ends with me
I have found
I have cherished
Yet I have lost
Is there a new beginning
A chance to find again
Ging 05
An Ode to Roger
Where art thou?
Guardian Angel
You send me messages
Hello's from heaven I call
Can you hear and feel my sadness
I talk to you
Can you hear me?
I feel your presence
Watching how I am
Guarding where I am
I call your name
In my dreams you visit
What a lovely place you are in
Quiet spirit
Lovely soul
You watch over
In times I do not even know
To comfort me
Because all will be allright
No more tears
Only sounds of laughter
Memories so dear
I hold it so close
Ging05
July 11 DISAPPOINTMENTSTEARS FLOWING
SADNESS ENGULFING
YET YOU DO NOT GET IT
INSENSITIVE
CLUELESS
JADED
JUST NOT THERE?
April 19 LOVE DOGS ----- translation of a rumi poem -----A friends favorite , thanks Ben LOVE DOGS One night a man was crying, Allah! Allah! His lips grew sweet with the praising, until a cynic said, "So! I have heard you calling out, but have you ever gotten any response?" The man had no answer to that. He quit praying and fell into a confused sleep. He dreamed he saw Khidr, the guide of souls, in a thick, green foliage. "Why did you stop praising?" "Because I've never heard anything back." "This longing you express is the return message." The grief you cry out from draws you toward union. Your pure sadness that wants help is the secret cup. Listen to the moan of a dog for its master. That whining is the connection. There are love dogs no oneknows the names of. Give your life to be one of them. April 18 It Bothers Me and I needI reach out to read The tracks in your mind I wish it is that easy Logic and emotions Vinegar and Oil they do not mixed well you see I need to be heard I have a voice that is echoing from within I feel shut out Feelings minimized How sad is that? To feel being sent to the corner To come back another day To a tomorrow that is not guaranteed I need to be heard now Without being ugly and upset I need to slumber in peace April 10 I Opened The DoorI saw the light from the distance I followed the image of you There is so much that awaits The soul that ventures The stranger that you used to be I know and yet I don't The eyes that evades The smile that hesitates I walk in courage To explore what is within The feelings are raw Familiar and Exciting April 05 Eyes of GreenI gazed into the eyes that is green In an attempt to look into your soul Gentle spirit will you let me in ? Into your world of surprises Where have you been I wonder? What roads have you travelled? I hear stories and I listen To your world that seem familiar To a world that I have never travelled And yet I was there March 27 HomelessnessEndless walks with no where to go Conversations with solitude Will someone answer? The stomach is hungry The heart is heavy The mind is is lost The spirt is broken I whisper a prayer May you find what you are seeking May your thirst be quench May you rest your weary feet May you find answers March 20 CRY OUTI cry out in pain Knowing that this is over Our shared moments
I cry out in hope knowing that life continues To be vulnerable and discover
I cry out in joy knowing to smile again To share from within
I cry out in gratitude knowing of second chances To begin to breath again March 13 AffectionGentleness of the soul It shows in little surprises Glimpses of who you are A kind heart A touch A hug A kiss A smile The familiarity of the scent March 11 BetrayalAll is given The vessel is empty Words uttered to the wind Lands in whispers to the ears Will the lesson be learned? Opportunity lost Gone forever DREAMSI lay with the body resting The mind still working I meet you Stranger you are not Do I know you ? You are telling me something A message in a dream February 25 PROMISES - an attempt at poetryPROMISES I will be there for you Words like whispers in the air How do I compete with your fantasy Your illusion against my reality
The battle is lost It is time to surrender The battlefield is isolated A returning soldier I will be Scarred to a battle that was lost |
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